9. Are you nervous?

9.

Are you nervous?

Yes, yes I am. 

I am nervous in an excited kind of way.  In the way that I imagine a QB is nervous in a rivalry game or in the championship game.  I am nervous because I care. I am nervous because I know there is a lot at stake.  I remember someone once told me that when you are no longer nervous is time to move on, I have since told a lot of people that.  I agree.  This nervousness that I can feel in my stomach is what will keep me on my toes. This sense of urgency is what got me through college, and the last six years of long hours and hustle.   I am however, more excited than I am nervous.  Today, I was a little sad though.  I started cleaning my desk and it’s strange.  It’s a bit of a melting pot of emotions.